Well my parents are fighting again. It's weird to hear it cause they never do. But then again, what married couple doesn't fight these days? Anyways, I said I was going to blog again yesterday, but I was just too mad to do anything, but she emailed me back saying I didn't have to :) so I'm pretty happy about that. I'm gonna go read a book by lurlene mcdaniel now, omg her book a rose for melinda made me tear up, I'm not gonna lie lmfao. So yeah, lately I've just been laying in ymmmmmmjmmmm9mmmmmm sorry, my 'm' broke off again... LOL. As I was saying, lately I've just been in my room thinking about everything, and I think I realized something that I should've a long time ago. Last night was pretty hard for me. I don't know why I always find it so hard to let go, its just Michael was such a big part of me that it took a lot to realize that there's no point on holding on anymore. I mean, what's there to hold on to? Nothing. Me and him had a talk last night, and we both realized it was time to move on completely. He wasn't sure if he still wanted to be in my life as a friend, and that was one of the hardest things I had to hear. After everything me & him have been through, I couldn't believe that he didn't even wanna be friends. But we talked it out, and we both know that it's best if we just focus on ourselves right now. Yeah I'm gonna miss him, but I got better things going for me, and he does too. Who knows, maybe in the future we could take a shot @ it again? But as for now, he'll just be another memory.